According to my profile, I haven't updated this doo-dad in twenty-nine weeks. Last time I posted anything was on 13 August 2008. Haven't shown my face around here for over seventh months.
Ain't that some shit?
I can honestly say that I have had good reason. Really, I do.
I mean, when you take into account school (
Never in my life did I think the eleventh grade would be so fucking hard! ), extracurricular activities ( The Mother won out in the end and insisted that this school year, I would not come straight home and lock myself in my room with my thoughts as my only company), friends ( Well, more like people to hang out with and get into amusing and interesting trouble with), helping out around the house ( How the fuck does the kitchen manage to stay dirty all the time? I mean, seriously?), helping The Mother with the kids ( With tater-tots running around here at three years old and six months, I'm just about ready to pop out my own sprogs and be Mommy - that's how fucking much I'm taking care of these crumb-snatchers), my dealings with romance and the other half of the species frequently called males by the more good-natured ones ( Why, oh why must I always attract the incredibly hott and attractive but undeniably ignorant motherfuckers who can't seem to have a relationship without some degree of drama? ), numerous and distressing medical problems ( I'm so fucking ready to trade in this body for a healthy, properly fuctional one! ) and admitted apathy and disinterest ( I'll admit the online communities, forums, and fanfictions were an escape for dealing with a near-to-nonexistent social life, but now that I actually have a life, I just don't seem to be as dependent on Teh Internetz)...
However, depsite all of that, I randomly decided that I want to come back to my true home - The Internetz, more specifically fanfiction. I've been thinking about for a while now and I believe that I can achieve a balance between the two - real life and my sweet escape.
This now means that my fanfiction universe will see a return of its Sun (me!). Even thought I'm doing some serious realignment of the cosmos - I'm talking some serious reconstruction of my fics, including but not limited to characters, plots, and internal canon - I'm glad to be orbiting back in my own carefully crafted universe.
Unfortunately, I"m currently being hopsitalized (
I have been in this blasted place for over a week - I WANT TO GO HOME, YOU FUCKERS! I mean, I know they're helping me, doing the best job they can with what's going on, and this is exactly where I need to be, but still...I'm going up the walls!) but, in an attempt to look on the bright side, I figure this gives me ample time to start putting my ressurection into works. And this will be a big comeback, total rejuvenation.
I'm back, baby!
- nadiya xxx